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And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass

Well, things keep rolling. Work wants me on a temp contract until March now, still hoping on something permanent sometime in January. Awesome sauce.

Somewhat terrified that this might actually work. Some days I long to wake up back home, warm in a bed at my parents house, with a cat attacking my feet, parents happily laughing together, and friends just a phone call away. This job, if it works out, might turn into awesome. There's talks of opening an office in Cardiff in a year or two (although personally I'd still like to live in London). There are even possibilities of jobs back in Australia (where the company is based), or further into Europe if their expansion goes through as they hope. Still, all of this is "in a year or two" and it freaks me out to think anything more than a month or two ahead.

I think I have commitment issues.

Scratch that, I know I have commitment issues.

Still....awesome. Went for a walk past Buckingham Palace, Big Ben, the London Eye, etc. yesterday. Still gives me goosebumps when I try to realize I am actually living here.

More money would be nice, pretty much paycheck to paycheck at the moment. My first thing to do when I start getting finances sorted out is get a trip back home going. You are all at the top of my list in what I need to do next. Hopefully this summer.

Oh and I need a new computer.

*must resist buying a new 'puter*

Miss you all. Everyday.

-Guy

Update: Holy shit they just gave me the permanent position @_@